Landa

Never take life for granted, i know everyone hears that so much but i hope you treasure every day you spend on the earth. You never know when your life could change.
I am so thankful...

We're graduating tomorrow!!! yeaaaaa!!!

I'm dancing for me now.

This year is almost over, and i couldn't be more happy about the end in sight.

Of couse i'm the "bad guy".

Take a look at yourself, and take a look at what you think my flaws are... aparently you are mistaken who you are accusing.

I'm a leader, not a fucking tattle tail who runs to the nearest person with juicy information.

I don't create drama.

It's all me now, I don't care about many of you.

Think what you want, i never have to speak to any of you after June 8th.

and good riddance.

The joys of being a senior... let me tell you!

so you know how the schedule this year is completely retarded? yea, finals start tomorrow? how rediculous. ANYWAY i have 4 finals.... 2 of which are a joke, and i can fail the others and keep my grades hah! Finished my econ final today in class... so i go to school at 10 am tomorrow yay! and i'll be there for an hour and a half taking my english final... shouldnt be too hard. Then thursday is dance and calc. Dance= easy... we just have to audition our broadway dances. Calc- 24 questions, again- i can more than afford to fail it.


so what did i do after getting home at an obscenely early time? you guessed it! i did NOT study at all. Instead i chose to catch up on the latest tv shows... went on a bike ride around the neighborhood... took a nap... watched more tv... ate... talked to brian... and now its 1130 and im on the computer.


oh i love life

ah! im confused!!!!

just had a new revelation... i kinda want to major in kinesiology... random huh?

at least then i would be able to support myself working as a physical therapist, or in some type of sports medicine. Where in dance there are like 4 possible career options, and it is in the lowest pay bracket. Kinesiology has like 30 possible career choices. Maybe i'll minor in dance.

i dont know where that came from... but thats what i want to do now. Who knows how many more times i'll change my mind

Merry Christmas everyone!! I hope you all had a wonderful day!!!

I feel like finally, I can take a breath.

These past couple of weeks have just been absolutely insane! With dance concert choreographing, rehearsals, concerts, and competition, I've been going crazy. Not to mention a few problems we've had in DC... but its all over now. I can relax for a little bit.

I have to say that the dance concerts went better than I thought they were going to, I'm so proud of everyone on Dance Co, our dances were so together and the formations were good! yayay!!! All of my group dances went good too! I hit my seconds so well on my solo (which has never happened before the performance haha, I always ended up falling out of them at one point or another), I had never watched "All Alone", but after seeing it on video, I'm surprised that it looked so cool! We made up a great dance! And of course, being the softy that I am, i lost it in the quartet with jess, audrey and kelsey. After we ran off stage, i couldnt help crying about how I'm going to be so far away from my friends next year. I'm scared of change, I'm scared that when we finally get back together again after a while of being apart, nothing is going to be the same. But theres nothing I can do about that. Its getting to be the time where we have to go our separate ways... I'm getting off topic

Competiton was great too! Dance Co got FIRST!!! YEA!!!! so fuck all you who say we suck or whatever... because aparently we dont. Katie and Traci got first in their duet and I got 3rd on my solo, not bad at all. I'm actually quite surprised that my solo did well because I cut it down to the specified time at about 1 am the night before. Way to procrastinate right?

Lets see, I had a great weekend. On saturday after the competition, Kaylee, James, Brian and I went to ZOOLIGHTS!! haha It was pretty crowded, but fun. Then we made gingerbread houses!! Mine and Brian's totally kicks the ass of kaylee and james'. haha just kidding, they both are really pretty!!! I love just hanging out with Brian, no matter what we are doing. He's my best friend. I am so in love with him, and i cant wait til next year when i'll see him even more than i do now!! yay!!!

Sometimes I feel like i'm a really pessimistic person. Well not exactly pessimistic, but i assume the worst in every situation. Like if I tell brian that i will call him back at a certain time, and then he doesnt answer his phone, my mind automatically thinks that he may have gotten in a car accident or something. Or if my parents or kaylee dont come home within like 10 minutes of when they say they were going to, i get all worried that something happened to them. I don't know whats wrong with me! lol I guess i just care too much about them. hmmm....

Why is it that so many people think that if a couple start having sex, that they dont love each other, and the girl automatically becomes a slut?? I've heard that from at least 2 people when the subject of relationships comes up. It should be the absolute opposite from that. Sex is the ultimate thing that you can give to the other person, you are putting all your trust in them, and sharing the most extreme form of passion. Its passion and love. Ok, its a totally different situation if you are stupid and go to a party, get drunk or whatever and hook up with joe shmoe. But in an actual relationship, i dont understand why people say that sex means that your relationship is anything less that if you dont have sex. It brings people so much closer together, it links you to that person for the rest of your life wether you want it to or not... I dont understand some people.
just a random thought


I'm so excited for these next few weeks! Christmas, new years, 2 weeks off of school, just being able to hang out with friends and not worry about school (besides that stupid english project thats due monday when we get back... talk about retarded) but i'm ready for a break.
Happy Holidays everyone!!!

Thanksgiving for most people is a time where you are surrounded by family, spend all day with the aroma of turkey and rolls in the air, and everyone is cheery and anticipating dinner where you can see right before your eyes what you are thankful for.

My thanksgiving this year was dissapointing.

For one thing, we didnt eat dinner at our house like we usually do. I got up... didn't get to help with any cooking, and didnt get to enjoy the smell of turkey for the entire day. Secondly, at around 3, we drove out to glendale to my grandpas girlfriends daughters house for dinner. I have never met these people or the rest of their family who all happened to be there. It was akward and boring. I felt like i was intruding on someone else's thanksgiving. It wasn't my family. I was only loosened up a bit after an apple martini, which i was asked at least 6 or 7 times if i wanted anything to drink after refusing and saying "im fine, ill get something later". I honestly think that i went at least an hour at a time without saying anything because I just felt out of place.
Don't get me wrong, dinner was good and i'm thankful that i have the opportunity to have such a feast when many people are less fortunate, but I wasn't even asked my opinion if i wanted to go to their house... my parents just told me thats where we were going. It doesnt feel like thanksgiving. I'm not in a festive, cheery mood like I usually am at this time of year. It just wasn't thanksgiving... There are no leftovers to be enjoyed for the next week, and i feel jipped, like i was cheated out of one of my favorite holidays. I didn't even get to spend quality time with my family.


I hope everyone else had a much better Thanksgiving than I did.

DESTINATION DANCE- DEC. 8 &9!!!!



My solo made the concert so you all better come!!!

good weekend so far. i feel as though a weight has been lifted off my shoulders a bit. Tonight was a good night, very random, but i'm glad things turned out the way they did. now a little organization so i don't go crazy. Things Landa needs to do:
-finish solo
-learn rock your sould sun 12-3
-maybe hang out with brian after 5 sun
-mon: dance co + finish solo
-tues: finish solo + perfect it
-wed: audition solo, judge auditions
-thurs: audition with aud/ jess, judge auditions, perform sizzle/hooray at coffee house
-friday: perform this joint at coffee house
-sat: work on econ project
-sun: maybe work on econ?
-mon: district dance festival during school, dance co, teach tainted love, turn in othello stuff and econ project
-tues: district dance festival performance after school
-wed: maybe a free day?
-thurs: thanksgiving dinner!!!!
-fri or sat: fiesta??


wooooo thats a lot of stuff and i'm sure i've forgotten a few things RAR!!!! oh well.


i should start on my hw. good idea
g'night

homecoming is tonight!! i'm so excited! (even though we lost our football game last night haha, thats kind of funny) but the dance will be fun :) Katie and I got out hair done today way out in anthem (veras salon) we went on a road trip and it was fun... on the way we passed a skunk creek, a giraffe on a roof, and a dead man's wash... how interesting.

plans as of now: jessica's house for pictures/etc, bennihanas for dinner!!! then to homecoming then some after party thingy :-D yaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!

i have to go paint my toesies!

yay for last night!!

aylas house
halloween costumes
re-enacting the thriller dance
brians apartment
starbucks
vodka + lemonade
kings cup
"white sox" in the kitchen haha!



and many other fun experiences!




now i'm off to go stalk someone at the mall for my english assignment GAY!
i hope everyone had a fun weekend!

wooo ANOTHER 60+ dollar tip night!!!

 

 

i've been working as a server at sweet tomatoes (pretty much you just bus tables since its a buffet) and last night i got 64 in tips and tonight 67.... i am amazing

 

OH!! and the WHITE SOX won again tonight!!! one more game and they are going to the WORLD SERIES!!! yay!!!!

 

his break is going awesome so far!! tomorrow im working til like 230, then going to see brian's open mic, then possibly spending the night at his apartment?? :-D teehee shhhh!!! then monday i'm babysitting sadie with brian, then tuesday is our 1 YEAR!!!!! going to Ruths Chris for dinner, then to the infamous CORN MAZE!!!!

 

oh man, im lovin my life

I don't need expensive gifts, or jewelery... I dont need to be taken out and have a ton of money spent on me. All I need in a relationship is one thing that I already have- The love of an amazing guy.

Check out my blog on myspace and you will see... Chivalry is NOT dead.

You've dissapeared from my life. I dont even notice you anymore. You are invisible in my eyes. That is why you are ignored and will never get the time of day from me again.

Some people are seriously fuckin assholes... you try and help them out, and do something nice for them, but they take advantage of you and make you go through some shit that you really shouldn't have to...
I guess you just have to realize that there are bastards out there who are going to have to learn the hard way.

Fuckin prick

 

10 months!!!

I love you baby

 

Just got hired at Sweet Tomatoes in the Pavillions! yaaaaaaaaaaaaay! $$$